I’m back after a long hiatus, lots of things have changed, here is a small run down.
1. I am getting a Divorce. We are remaining civil, and hoping that everything goes smoothly, I initiated it. It will probably break more things than it will fix, but what can I do? I need a change.
2. I found my long lost friend from Ohio, Sarah. Its good to catch up and have somebody to talk that is unbiased. She helped me through alot of tough times in the past, and its nice to be back in touch with her
3. I have a new band, Ben Wolman on vocals, Kevin Bachman on Drums, and Me on Guitar. We are called I, Me, My and I am very happy with this lineup. We have a great chemistry.
4. My son, Felix, has become a ass, lol. He is one of the most debatting, snarkiest kids Ive ever met in my life, but I love him.
5. My mom has moved out on her own away from my dad (they have been divorced for years). She has a apartment in Jonesboro now, hopefully I can move near her soon.
6. I nearly broke my hand, or something during a drunken drink-a-thon with Danny. Wild Turkey, no more.. I didnt know that poles fought back.
7. Andrea has lost her mind, plan and simple. Ask her yourself!
8. I still work at Jones and Associates, still like my job. Suprisingly, I figured this would be the thing to change. I honestly, really like my job. I like my co-workers, my boss. Its kinda scary isnt it?
9. Kenni and I have ate wayyyyy too much Taco Bell and Sonic. Damn the fast food, resulting in me getting around 180lbs now. Actually, its the beer..the food doesnt help, but the beer is where the gut comes from.
10. Due to #9, I have started excersing daily, running, lifting, situps, pushups. This damn beer gut wont go away!
Right now, my mind is swaying from “normal” to “freakout” mode. I’m trying to deal with everything patiently. Trying not to lose my temper, and trying to keep myself, and my family happy.
I am trying so hard, and there are so many things going on in my mind. It’s hard to deal with it all. I feel like I have to put up a gaurd or something when talking to my friends. I have actually been rather happy since the whole divorce thing came about, it hurts of course, but I know what Im doing is good for me, and I hope it turns out good for my wife and kids. I will make sure that it does.