I need to start meditation or something. I’ve thought about it for years, even when I was younger I “seriously” thought about taking it up. I have alot of anger and bad feelings in my life that I really need to get out. Music use to be my outlet, but I find it hard to write “those” songs, “these” days. Anywho.
We get to do some last minute, last chance xmas shopping tonight. Fun, I bet its going to be insane, as I went to walmart Monday and it was crazy as hell.
I am always confused around xmas time because of they dinner partys. I think we may have to skip my familys this year and do kenni’s because we skipped them for Thanksgiving. Oh well, I’ll save some gas.
We need a break from our kids, and my mom is willing to watch them this weekend, but then we will be stuck with them on New Years eve. I guess we are going to hold out till New Years so we can party with kev and hells.
Hopefully Kevin and I will get to work on some more \m/ music soon. I enjoyed last week.
I am putting on weight too fast, I need to slow it down. I’ve gained almost 35 lbs in 6-8 months. Everybody says “You’re filling out”.
I need to start smoking again.
it’s just more to love baby!!
Comment by kennita — December 23, 2005 @ 10:00 pm
I miss you guys!! I am planning to try and get down there to visit!! WE will have to make the weekend or weekday seem like a year!!
Comment by Andrea — December 24, 2005 @ 5:05 am